I hate you with all the fires of hell. You have made me miserable for years, and the only thing that got me through it was knowing that it would be worth all the horrible menstral cramps and pelvic pain once I hold my own flesh and blood for the first time. But now I know the truth about you. You've flung your Endometrial garbage all over my falopian tubes, ovaries, and even up into my lungs, … tissue that is meant to serve as nourishment for a growing child. That tissue has built up over the years and caused irreversible damage and scar tissue, making it likely impossible for us to conceive, which is the only thing I want out of life. You've caused me unspeakable pain, both physically and emotionally. I hate you. You make me feel like an inadequate woman, incapable of sustaining the life of a child. A blessing that most take for granted, or even wish they weren't given. I wish I could take out all my anger and pain on you instead of those that are close to me. You've cost us hundreds of dollars, and in the end, will cost us tens of thousands of dollars, because I will not let you win. And when I get what I want from you, I will have you eradicated from my body …banished forever. You will no longer follow me around everywhere I go, inhabiting my body and my life. Consider yourself an outcast amongst my organs.